if anyones wondering why i havent been on for so long itz cuz my computer is a peice of crap. im at my dads house so i can go on the computer but when i get back i wont be on for a while so dont get mad at me if i dont respond. anywayz....... howz everyone doing? i really hope your all dong well. it would suck if you werent.lolz!! i wish i could make it all up to yall by giving each one of you a million bucks... but, sadly, im broke.. oh well!! ^^ please dont hate me!! your all awesome!!and i love you all!! please message me!!

> >> >> > >> > >> > > >> > > > >Take Some Time and actually Read this> > > >
> >> > > > >this is a GUY TALKING...> > > > >> > > > >IT'S 7TH GRADE...> > >
> > >> > > > >> > > > >I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so
>called 'best > >friend'... I> > > > >stared at her... Long, silky hair...
>And I> >wished she was mine... But she> > > > >didn't notice me like
>that... I knew it... After class she walked up > >to> > > >me> > > > >and
>asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I > >handed> >
> > > >them to her... She said 'thanks'... And gave me a kiss on the >
> >cheek... I> > > > >wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't
>want to be > >'just& gt; > > > >friends'... I love her but I'm too shy to tell
>her... And I don't > >know> > > > >why...> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > >
> >> > > > >> > > > >IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >My phone
>rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears...> > > >
> >Mumbling> > > > >> > > > >on and on about how her love had broken her
>heart... She asked me to> >come> > > > >over because she didn't want to be
>alone.... So I did... As I sat next > >to> > > > >her> > > > >> > > > >on
>the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... > >After>
> > > >2> > > > >hours... A Drew Barrymore mo vie... And 3 bags of chips...
>She decided > >to> > > >go> > > > >to sleep... She looked at me.. Said
>'thanks' and gave me a kiss on > >the> > > > >cheek... I wanted to tell
>her... I want her to know... That I don't > >want> > > >to> > > > >be 'just
>friends'... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I> > > >don't> >
> > > >know why...> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >IT'S
>SENIOR YEAR...> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >The day before prom... She walked
>to my> >locker... 'My date is sick' she> > > > >said... He's not going to
>go... Well... I didn't have a date and in > >7th> > > > >grade... We made a
>romise that if neiter of us had dates... We'd go> > > > >together just as
>'best friends'... And so we did...> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > >
> > >> > > > >IT'S PROM NIGHT...> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >After everything
>was over with... I was standing at her front door> > > >step...> > > > >I>
> > > > >> > > > >stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be
>mine... But > >she> > > > >doesn't think of me like that... And I know
>it... Then she said 'I > >had> > > >the> > > > >best time... Thanks!'...
>And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I > >wanted> > > >to> > > >> >
> >telll her... I wanted her to know that I don't wa nt to be 'just> > >
> >friends'...> > > > >I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know
>why...> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >IT'S GRADUATION
>DAY...> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >A day passed... And then a week... And
>then a month... Before I could> > > > >blink... It was graduation day... I
>watched her... Perfect body...> > > >Floated> > > > >like an angel up on
>stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be> > > >mine...> > > > >But
>she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before > >everyone> >
> > > >went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I >
> >hugged> > > > >her... Then she lifte d her head from my shoulders and said
>'you're my> >> > > >best> > > > >friend'... 'Thanks!'... And gave me a kiss
>on the cheek... I wanted > >to> > > >tell> > > > >her.. I wanted to know
>that I wanted to be more than 'just > >friends'... I> > > > >love her but
>I'm too shy... And I don't know why...> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >>
> > > > >> > > > >IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >Now I
>sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting> > >
> >married> > > > >in now... I watched her say 'I do' an drive off to her
>new life...> > > >Married> > > > >to another man... I wanted her to be
>mine... But she didn't se e me > >like> > > > >that... And I knew it... But
>before she drove away... She came to me > >and> > > > >said 'You came!...
>Thanks!'... And she> >kissed me on the cheek... I wanted> > > > >to> > > >
> >> > > > >tell her... I wantd her to know that I didn't want to be 'just>
> > > >friends'...> > > > >I> > > > >> > > > >love her but I'm just too
>shy... And I don't know why...> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > >
> >> > > > >YEARS PASSED...> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >I looked down at the
>coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best > >friend'....> > > >At> > > > >the
>service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school> > > >
> >years... This is what it said... 'I stare at him... Wishing he was> > >
> >mine...> > > > >But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I
>wanted to > >tell> > > > >him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want>
> >to be 'just friends'...> > > >I> > > > >love him but I'm just too shy...
>And I don't know why... I wish he > >would> > > > >tell me he loved me'...
>I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I> > > > >cried...> > > > >> >
> > > >> > > > >REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 20 MINUTES AND> > > > >> > > >
> >SOMEONE WILL TELL YOU THEY> > > > >> > > > >LOVE YOU> > > > >> > > > >AND
>WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU... BUT I F YOU> > > > >> > > > >BREAK THIS CHAIN
>YOU WILL HAVE> > > > >> > > > >RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 13> > > >
> >> > > > >YEARS!!> > > > >> > > > >SINCE U OPENED THIS> > > > >> > > >
> >SOMETHING GOOD> > > > >> > > > >WILL> > > > >> > > > >HAPPEN TO U AT>
> >11:52 PM> > > > >> > > > >IF YOU'RE A GIRL POST THIS AS 'Why cant he tell
>me!!!'> > > > >IF YOU'RE A BOY POST THIS AS 'WHY CANT I TELL HER> > > >> >

Tagged by: Phantom 105

1. post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.

----------------------------------------------------------------

1: I sing along to the youtube videos.
2: Im obsessed with maroon 5.
3: I drool when im asleep.
4: I own a real fox tail.
5: My cats are my babies.
6: When i think of something funny i laugh and everyone stares at me.
7: Ive only had two boyfriends and neither have lasted more than a week.
8: It takes me three minutes to think of something cuz im so boring.

Im sorry to change my icon, but i think my new one is sooooo funny!! my friend made it for me so i am using it!! lol!! i loooovvveee it!!! ^^

Since I got a new account and have had it for more than a month I thought I would do some requests. Why? Because i was wondering how far my imagination can go before I cant think of anything. I will do 3 requests for the first three people that ask. And you cannot ask twice. Duh......
Please specafy exactly what you want. I will try my best. Just to tell you i am not that good at people but you can request that if you want. The only thing you can not do is request me to draw a TV or comic book character. Why? I like to make up my own characters and designs. Thank You! ^^

(Just to tell you, I will be doing this once a month from now on.)
Thank You!